Rabu, 22 Juli 2009

what will you do?

what will you, if your Doctor said "you've got lung cancer, and I'm not sure i can heal it. I means, your cancer was spread into all the part of your body. you could have kemoterapy to prevent this cancer spread to your brain, but it just for make your life longer for several months." ??

what will you do? are u just keep quite?

no.. that's not me who got lung cancer, but friend of mine. Her name is Annisa, she is my friend when i still lived in Surabaya. I met her when i attended to YOA (yayasan Onkologi Anak) Surabaya charity night about 2 years ago. I don't really remember how we met, but i remember, she asked me some question about "what if bla bla bla".. but when she asked me the question that i wrote in first paragraph, my mouth couldn't moved,,I'm confused,, and then she told me, she was the girl who got that cancer, and she doesn't know why she got that. All what she knew is.. her life will end soon.. but she never give up.. she knew, her life is not longer, but she just doing what ever she wants like usual, like what ever happend, show must go on. . humm... and i remember the last question from her to me was "ayi.. will i able to be marry?" .. i can't tell she able to be marry or not.. i was touched by her question.. i don't why, but i feel gooshhh...

today i've got an sms from one of my friends, his said to me "anisa sudah pergi" .. innalillahi wa innalilahi rojiun.. "god.. i know she good girl, god,, please let her have place in your heaven"
bye Annisa..

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