Sabtu, 31 Oktober 2009

leave and learn

it's been almost 1 month since my boyfriend left me for works at pomalaa Sulawesi. He works for PT Ant*m (sorry i've to sensor it :P).. well it's hard actually.. i can't meet him for several month, i have to understand that he will busy with his works, get lil' worry when he not sent me any sms or phone me in one day,,


this is our second LDR .. LDR -> long distance relationship.. not long d*ck reduction :P .. we had it first when we were still in collage, i study at surabaya, and he study at jakarta. but for second LDR.. i think it's lil bit harder than first. :( .. but overall.. i learn something from here.. i learn to understand him.. i learn to patient , understand, not to cry, etc..

Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009

after long lazy activities

dear blogie..


long not write something in here..
okay.. what i'm gonna write is about my buffetings to get CPNS. now, in my country, many or most of the department of government has been big opening position for everybody who wants join with them, they called it (CPNS = Calon PEGAWAI NEGERI SIPIL).
interested?? yeah in the beginning, i wasn't exicited to join it. why? i think work with government is useless, i don't know why, perhaps, i ever met government employee at senayan city at 01.00 pm, which that is work time!! i don't wannabe people like that!!
but..
time goes by..
days by days
month by month..

i still don't get a job.. huff.. being jobless wasn't fun at all.. so i try to apply some of the department ... i hope there is one of them accept me be their employee

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