Selasa, 03 November 2009

corat coret

aku mengagumimu..

ya.. apa yang ak lakukan mungkin terlihat bodoh bagimu.. dan aku tahu..
ak menyayangimu..
sangat menyayangimu..
sangat memujamu..
aku ingin menjadi pelangi di sore hari mu..


Senin, 02 November 2009

wanna tell ya..

i wanna tell you good words ..


showing your love to your lovely girl/boy isn't wrong..
keep showing your love while she/he keeps around you..
keep showing your love before she/he died..
when it happens.. you will know.. that your love is never tired showing her/him love to you..


Sabtu, 31 Oktober 2009

leave and learn

it's been almost 1 month since my boyfriend left me for works at pomalaa Sulawesi. He works for PT Ant*m (sorry i've to sensor it :P).. well it's hard actually.. i can't meet him for several month, i have to understand that he will busy with his works, get lil' worry when he not sent me any sms or phone me in one day,,


this is our second LDR .. LDR -> long distance relationship.. not long d*ck reduction :P .. we had it first when we were still in collage, i study at surabaya, and he study at jakarta. but for second LDR.. i think it's lil bit harder than first. :( .. but overall.. i learn something from here.. i learn to understand him.. i learn to patient , understand, not to cry, etc..

Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009

after long lazy activities

dear blogie..


long not write something in here..
okay.. what i'm gonna write is about my buffetings to get CPNS. now, in my country, many or most of the department of government has been big opening position for everybody who wants join with them, they called it (CPNS = Calon PEGAWAI NEGERI SIPIL).
interested?? yeah in the beginning, i wasn't exicited to join it. why? i think work with government is useless, i don't know why, perhaps, i ever met government employee at senayan city at 01.00 pm, which that is work time!! i don't wannabe people like that!!
but..
time goes by..
days by days
month by month..

i still don't get a job.. huff.. being jobless wasn't fun at all.. so i try to apply some of the department ... i hope there is one of them accept me be their employee

Rabu, 02 September 2009

something for him


when i close my eyes
and I can feel that you were beside me


and I always feel your hugs from here


I hold your hands softly.. make me sure that you always be there ..


I always want to be yours..



Selasa, 04 Agustus 2009

Life is so Short

today i heard 2 bad news. first the phenomenon singer "mbah surip" die. People suggest he died because heart attack, but i think he died because he's too tired and also by his age. His dead news shocked everybody who had account on facebook and kaskus. Everybody made statue about mbah surip,, some people believe about the news, some people not.


second news is one of my friends die, actually i don't really know her, she is my classmate when i was in elementary school at cilacap, central java. she dead because she has gall stone at her body.

see guys.. life is so short.. we never know when we will die..

Kamis, 30 Juli 2009

love that will last

i wanna little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

Say that you love me
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run *please don't do this to me*
I don't do drama *it's true*
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
Give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye *please don't*
Cuz I just want one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic
huh I guess that's so
Theres something more that you oughta know
oh I'll never leave you *look my eyes, i tell the truth*
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

So theres just a little more that I need
I wanna share all the air that you breathe *if you want..*
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
Always
I just want a love that will last
I Want a love that will last

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