Life is just like Butterfly

aku mengagumimu..

i wanna tell you good words ..

it's been almost 1 month since my boyfriend left me for works at pomalaa Sulawesi. He works for PT Ant*m (sorry i've to sensor it :P).. well it's hard actually.. i can't meet him for several month, i have to understand that he will busy with his works, get lil' worry when he not sent me any sms or phone me in one day,,

dear blogie..

today i heard 2 bad news. first the phenomenon singer "mbah surip" die. People suggest he died because heart attack, but i think he died because he's too tired and also by his age. His dead news shocked everybody who had account on facebook and kaskus. Everybody made statue about mbah surip,, some people believe about the news, some people not.

what's koprol ?? koprol.com is social network like twitter or plurk but it's more fun ^^ because there is an additional information about where you update your status. for the example, you were in plaza senayan jakarta, and you want tell your friends by updating your status, just by type the location where you are, example "plaza senayan jakarta" and click search, and when you see plaza senayan on the list, click checked in. you can also see who is online on the same location. and it can also updating your facebook status automaticly.

it's freeday or friday? hahaha.. do you still remember last week on friday morning, Indonesian shocked by the bomb which had exploded Jw Marriot and Ritz Carlton. And what's happend today? like nothing happend,, what sby doing?? why he seems didn't do anything???

what will you, if your Doctor said "you've got lung cancer, and I'm not sure i can heal it. I means, your cancer was spread into all the part of your body. you could have kemoterapy to prevent this cancer spread to your brain, but it just for make your life longer for several months." ??

what will you do? are u just keep quite?

no.. that's not me who got lung cancer, but friend of mine. Her name is Annisa, she is my friend when i still lived in Surabaya. I met her when i attended to YOA (yayasan Onkologi Anak) Surabaya charity night about 2 years ago. I don't really remember how we met, but i remember, she asked me some question about "what if bla bla bla".. but when she asked me the question that i wrote in first paragraph, my mouth couldn't moved,,I'm confused,, and then she told me, she was the girl who got that cancer, and she doesn't know why she got that. All what she knew is.. her life will end soon.. but she never give up.. she knew, her life is not longer, but she just doing what ever she wants like usual, like what ever happend, show must go on. . humm... and i remember the last question from her to me was "ayi.. will i able to be marry?" .. i can't tell she able to be marry or not.. i was touched by her question.. i don't why, but i feel gooshhh...

today i've got an sms from one of my friends, his said to me "anisa sudah pergi" .. innalillahi wa innalilahi rojiun.. "god.. i know she good girl, god,, please let her have place in your heaven"
bye Annisa..

do you know doraemon?? he is a cat robot from japan who had magic pocket, which can send out magical things from the inside.. (is that correct structure??)

about 3 hours ago, my grandpa, aunty and my cousin left Jakarta to go back to their house at cilacap. Before they left jakarta, there was a short conversation between me and grandpa in front of the travel bus, but let just say it's called advice from him. he said to me "be good at Jakarta, say Hi to your Boyfriend Bara, and don't forget to make your body slimer than today so when the ied's day coming, i can see u wear good long dress with the pasmina that your aunt tien bought from Muscatt,Oman" .. hahahaha i laugh with the last one..

yesterday, i watched infotainment programs on tv, suddenly there were a breaking news and told that Jw marriot and Ritz Carlton were exploded by bomb... o.m.g.. sounds like crazy.. i just wake up with half eyes, n heard that shocking news!!!

dibalik sedih pasti ada bahagia,, i believed with that words. i know there's something good news behind last nite tragedy,, i do fasting today, to pray my lover. he's got an interview today,, thank's to Allah.. he passed the interview, and will going to have psikotest tomorrow..

humm.. what should i say?? what should i wrote??