Life is just like Butterfly

corat coret

2009-11-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

aku mengagumimu..

ya.. apa yang ak lakukan mungkin terlihat bodoh bagimu.. dan aku tahu..

ak menyayangimu..

sangat menyayangimu..

sangat memujamu..

aku ingin menjadi pelangi di sore hari mu..

wanna tell ya..

2009-11-02T06:52:00.000-08:00

i wanna tell you good words ..

showing your love to your lovely girl/boy isn't wrong..

keep showing your love while she/he keeps around you..

keep showing your love before she/he died..

when it happens.. you will know.. that your love is never tired showing her/him love to you..

leave and learn

2009-10-31T02:36:00.002-07:00

it's been almost 1 month since my boyfriend left me for works at pomalaa Sulawesi. He works for PT Ant*m (sorry i've to sensor it :P).. well it's hard actually.. i can't meet him for several month, i have to understand that he will busy with his works, get lil' worry when he not sent me any sms or phone me in one day,,

this is our second LDR .. LDR -> long distance relationship.. not long d*ck reduction :P .. we had it first when we were still in collage, i study at surabaya, and he study at jakarta. but for second LDR.. i think it's lil bit harder than first. :( .. but overall.. i learn something from here.. i learn to understand him.. i learn to patient , understand, not to cry, etc..

after long lazy activities

2009-10-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

dear blogie..

long not write something in here..

okay.. what i'm gonna write is about my buffetings to get CPNS. now, in my country, many or most of the department of government has been big opening position for everybody who wants join with them, they called it (CPNS = Calon PEGAWAI NEGERI SIPIL).

interested?? yeah in the beginning, i wasn't exicited to join it. why? i think work with government is useless, i don't know why, perhaps, i ever met government employee at senayan city at 01.00 pm, which that is work time!! i don't wannabe people like that!!

but..

time goes by..

days by days

month by month..

i still don't get a job.. huff.. being jobless wasn't fun at all.. so i try to apply some of the department ... i hope there is one of them accept me be their employee

something for him

2009-09-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

when i close my eyes

and I can feel that you were beside me

and I always feel your hugs from here

I hold your hands softly.. make me sure that you always be there ..

I always want to be yours..

Life is so Short

2009-08-04T03:59:00.000-07:00

today i heard 2 bad news. first the phenomenon singer "mbah surip" die. People suggest he died because heart attack, but i think he died because he's too tired and also by his age. His dead news shocked everybody who had account on facebook and kaskus. Everybody made statue about mbah surip,, some people believe about the news, some people not.

second news is one of my friends die, actually i don't really know her, she is my classmate when i was in elementary school at cilacap, central java. she dead because she has gall stone at her body.

see guys.. life is so short.. we never know when we will die..

love that will last

2009-07-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

i wanna little something more

Don't want the middle or the one before

I don't desire a complicated past

I want a love that will last

Say that you love me

Say im the one

Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run *please don't do this to me*

I don't do drama *it's true*

My tears don't fall fast

I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory

Give me forever

Don't even think about saying good-bye *please don't*

Cuz I just want one love to be enough

And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic

huh I guess that's so

Theres something more that you oughta know

oh I'll never leave you *look my eyes, i tell the truth*

So don't even ask

I want a love that will last

So theres just a little more that I need

I wanna share all the air that you breathe *if you want..*

I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past

I want a love that will last

Forever

I want a love that will last

Always

I just want a love that will last

I Want a love that will last

update status facebook using koprol.com

2009-07-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

what's koprol ?? koprol.com is social network like twitter or plurk but it's more fun ^^ because there is an additional information about where you update your status. for the example, you were in plaza senayan jakarta, and you want tell your friends by updating your status, just by type the location where you are, example "plaza senayan jakarta" and click search, and when you see plaza senayan on the list, click checked in. you can also see who is online on the same location. and it can also updating your facebook status automaticly.

actually, this social network isn't really familiar, and the members of this site still only under 10000 peoples. but come on guys,, it's more fun than twitter or plurk. you can also comment your friends statue like facebook did.

so.. what's your waiting for?? come onn let's join KOPROL.COM !!!

one week after bomb

2009-07-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

it's freeday or friday? hahaha.. do you still remember last week on friday morning, Indonesian shocked by the bomb which had exploded Jw Marriot and Ritz Carlton. And what's happend today? like nothing happend,, what sby doing?? why he seems didn't do anything???

what will you do?

2009-07-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

what will you, if your Doctor said "you've got lung cancer, and I'm not sure i can heal it. I means, your cancer was spread into all the part of your body. you could have kemoterapy to prevent this cancer spread to your brain, but it just for make your life longer for several months." ??

what will you do? are u just keep quite?

no.. that's not me who got lung cancer, but friend of mine. Her name is Annisa, she is my friend when i still lived in Surabaya. I met her when i attended to YOA (yayasan Onkologi Anak) Surabaya charity night about 2 years ago. I don't really remember how we met, but i remember, she asked me some question about "what if bla bla bla".. but when she asked me the question that i wrote in first paragraph, my mouth couldn't moved,,I'm confused,, and then she told me, she was the girl who got that cancer, and she doesn't know why she got that. All what she knew is.. her life will end soon.. but she never give up.. she knew, her life is not longer, but she just doing what ever she wants like usual, like what ever happend, show must go on. . humm... and i remember the last question from her to me was "ayi.. will i able to be marry?" .. i can't tell she able to be marry or not.. i was touched by her question.. i don't why, but i feel gooshhh...

today i've got an sms from one of my friends, his said to me "anisa sudah pergi" .. innalillahi wa innalilahi rojiun.. "god.. i know she good girl, god,, please let her have place in your heaven"
bye Annisa..

my lovely day

2009-07-20T00:52:00.001-07:00

Yesterday is my lovely day.. Finally after my pipiy had busy activities for 7 days, we could have a date at PIM. We decided to have lunch at sushi tei and desert by enjoying our 'create your own' ice cream with cotton candy feat chocolatte peppermint flavour and white chocolatte candy as a topping at Cold stone,, and i also ordered coffe latte but i asked pipiy to treat me hehe . This place is right under sushi tei. actually it's not really cozy place to stay for enjoying an icecream, but lucky us,, we found cozy sofa under eskalator, i think this is the coziet side place at Cold stone.

while we enjoying our desert, I read 2 magazines and pipiy still work with his report assignment,, but i'm glad to accompanying him..

after we done with the desert, we were doing shalat at mushala pim.. When i take wudhu,, i was amazed by the water,, the water is harm.. Hehe..

After that, we went to giant, bought movies..

pipiy took Revolutionary road movie which had 4 nominations on Oscar award and casted by Leonardo di caprio + Kate winslet..

I thought this is a boring movie.. But i was wrong.. I watched it at home, i think this film tell about the problem between houseband and wife.. Actually the conflict on this movie doesnt touch me yet, i dont know why,, but.. I recommended this movie to watched with your lover,,

doraemon tv show

2009-07-18T19:10:00.001-07:00

do you know doraemon?? he is a cat robot from japan who had magic pocket, which can send out magical things from the inside.. (is that correct structure??)

never mind,,, btw.. did you realize doremon's tv show always at sunday 8.00 am ??? why the station tv not change the schedule?? why nobita still on 5th grade? also sizuka, suneo, giant, even dekisugi as the smartest child on doremon's show??

my grandpa's advice

2009-07-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

about 3 hours ago, my grandpa, aunty and my cousin left Jakarta to go back to their house at cilacap. Before they left jakarta, there was a short conversation between me and grandpa in front of the travel bus, but let just say it's called advice from him. he said to me "be good at Jakarta, say Hi to your Boyfriend Bara, and don't forget to make your body slimer than today so when the ied's day coming, i can see u wear good long dress with the pasmina that your aunt tien bought from Muscatt,Oman" .. hahahaha i laugh with the last one..

about the bomb

2009-07-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i watched infotainment programs on tv, suddenly there were a breaking news and told that Jw marriot and Ritz Carlton were exploded by bomb... o.m.g.. sounds like crazy.. i just wake up with half eyes, n heard that shocking news!!!

today i had classed with mr ferdinand, he told me, when he went to depok from kebayoran, the road looked quite,, and he told us, usually he take 1 hour to go to depok, but today, it's just 30 minutes, there were not traffic jam like usual. he said "maybe bcoz the bomb and god still love me so i come early today.. lucky you guys".. and we as his student just looked at him with -.- eyes and laugh with :-| mouth.. sounds like mbah surip's laugh "haaaaaaaa.... haaaaaaaaaaa.....haaaa..."

o ya.. today i wear my new skirt.. it's a long skirt.. my aunt bought me yesterday at awul-awul in btc, it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo cheapy.. just Rp 30.000 hahahahahha!!!!!!!

allhamdulillah

2009-07-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

dibalik sedih pasti ada bahagia,, i believed with that words. i know there's something good news behind last nite tragedy,, i do fasting today, to pray my lover. he's got an interview today,, thank's to Allah.. he passed the interview, and will going to have psikotest tomorrow..

tulisan pertama

2009-07-13T22:50:00.000-07:00

humm.. what should i say?? what should i wrote??